Goals

I want to help people. I want to advocate. I want to help young people develop self confidence. I want to help people find themselves and grow and learn. I want to instill a healthy mental state in everyone I meet because it truly changes lives. I want to learn and grow from absolutely everyone…

Gratitude

Throughout the past few weeks, it’s been difficult for me to get past the fact that sometimes people are not worth sticking around for. It never dawned on me that, despite my best efforts, I can’t make myself fit with everyone. I had a few friends that I had assumed I could trust. Trust has…

You Save Me (For C)

Daily. Immeasurably. Humbly. Beautifully. Amazingly. Astonishingly.  I can’t comprehend how important you have been to me.  You were the first one I told when he was hurting me. You were the first one to listen that day as I let my wall down and cried for you. It took me so long to get the…

One Step Forward, Three Steps Back

So in my Glimmer of Hope post, I know that I was bullshitting the world, because I felt as if I had no hope. It was all for K, because I love her dearly and want her to remain safe. I am tired of fighting. I’ve been fighting for a very long time. I was…

A Glimmer of Hope

Right now K and I are texting. We’ve both really had it rough lately. I’ve been self-harming and have been contemplating suicide, and now so is she. It sucks that we are so far away from each other. I can’t speak for her, but I just feel like I’m done and I don’t know why…

Peppermint Mochas and Faking Sanity

This is the third time I’ve ended up at this coffee shop this week. I mean, it’s always been a comforting place, but now I seek it out just for a touch of normalcy. It’s a place untouched by anything bad (except for the guy that has been texting me and telling me about how…