I’ve returned to reality (well. School) and let me tell you, reality really does bite. I’m terrified every moment that I’m on campus that I’ll see my assailant, especially since we are in the same area of specialty. My focus and energy has been drained already. I didn’t think it would be possible for that to disappear so quickly since while I was at home I was so stir-crazy and couldn’t wait to have things to do and focus on. Maybe there’s no way for me to win? I couldn’t exactly say. It’s frustrating and stressful. Right now I’d give anything to feel as if I’m not alone, but I’m not exactly sure where to turn. Okay. That’s enough word vomit for now.